John had been feeling restless lately. He had been in a relationship for almost two years and although it was good, he felt like something was missing. His life was full of routine and obligations, but it lacked the kind of excitement and adventure that used to fill his days before he settled down with his boyfriend. As a result, he found himself daydreaming about making new connections, exploring the unknown and engaging in naughty experiences.
It had been weeks since John had felt this way, and it was finally becoming too much to ignore. He found himself Googling “hotel room hookups” late one night and even though he felt slightly guilty for doing it, he decided to take a chance and see what would come of it.
He clicked a few links and filled out a few forms and before he knew it, he was face-to-face with a man who was just as uncertain about each other as John felt about himself. But what were the odds of that on the internet?
John learned that his new acquaintance, Derek, was a “regular” at these kinds of events and was eager to make John feel comfortable with the situation at hand. They spoke for a few minutes, getting to know each other’s likes, dislikes and what they were looking to get out of the evening.
After some pleasant conversation, Derek asked if John wanted to go to his room. Although John knew Derek’s intentions, he decided to take a chance and agreed. The two entered the room and John’s heart raced as he looked around the sparsely decorated space. It was obvious that Derek had picked the room for its privacy and anonymity, and as John observed that fact, he realized that he had stumbled into an unfamiliar world.
Derek sat next to John on the bed, their eyes locked and sparks seemed to be flying between them. John felt a surge of adrenaline, a feeling of being both scared and excited at the same time.
Derek leaned in and kissed John, then moved his hands down John’s body, exploring every inch of him and making him moan with pleasure. Derek then pulled away and whispered in John’s ear, “What do you want?”
John felt a surge of understanding course through him, as if Derek already knew the answer to his question. And in that moment, John finally knew what he wanted. He wanted to go wild, to feel alive and to explore the hidden parts of his sexuality.
John pulled Derek closer and whispered back into Derek’s ear, “I want you to take me…I want you to make me yours for tonight.”
Without another word, Derek smiled in response, taking John by surprise with his intensity. Derek reached beneath the sheets, teasing and tantalizing John in ways he had never felt before. His touch was electric, almost as if some unseen force was driving them both.
John gasped with pleasure as Derek took control of their passionate encounter. His strong hands moved over and around John’s body, leaving a trail of heat that he could feel long after Derek’s touch had gone.
John moaned with pleasure as Derek expertly maneuvered them into a variety of tantalizing positions, each one sending sparks of pleasure through his body. And when Derek finally entered him, John felt a pleasure he had never imagined possible before.
John felt Derek moving inside of him and the intensity of their lovemaking drove John to the brink, until they both climaxed in each other’s arms.
After they had recovered from the intensity of their shared experience, the two lay together in silence, the room silent except for the sound of their breathless hearts and racing minds. Derek eventually broke the silence by whispering into John’s ear, “That was amazing.”
John knew that Derek was right; their night together had been electric, daring and thrilling in a way he had never known before. His body was still shaking from pleasure, and he also felt a newfound sense of freedom from the worries of his everyday life.
“Let’s do this again, sometime,” John replied, with a newfound sense of courage in his voice.
Derek smiled, and pressed his lips to John’s one last time, before they both got up, got dressed, and returned to their everyday lives.
Much later that night, as John lay exhausted in his bed, he realized that he wasn’t feeling restless anymore. Instead, he felt a renewed sense of purpose and a feeling of contentment, as if in that one night, he had discovered something missing in his life.
For the first time in a long time, he felt truly alive.
